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NULL​/​VOID

by The Color Nothing/Depreciator

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1.
This is the scene that sets the premise. Maybe I should keep my head held high, While my body keeps slamming into brick walls. I am. I am not. I am not then. I. I am not. I am not now. I am not. I am not ever. I am vacant. Who here has anything waiting for you?! Have any of us planned for a future beyond the end of the American century?! Century! Century! Century! This is the end. Let it sink it. The creeping regret. The hallelujah chorus. I have become obsessed. The parameters have been set. The future is bright for all of those who have nothing to leave behind. I can't lie...I know that sound. The itch we just can't reach. The taste we'll refuse to swallow. A fuck we can't recall. A face painted in vomit.
2.
Parasite. They cut me. Ruined me. Ended me. Isolated me. Blood sucker. Come inside. Lost in the oblivion of a chemical high. Was never enough. Tormentor. "Please sir, what's all the screaming for?" Hypnotic. Euphoric. I can't say that I wish that you were here - the rapist of every wet dream. I cut out everything I ever loved For a ghost of who I once was. Get the fuck away from me. Second hand choke me, my morphine queen. I need someone to die young with me. Code blues and been-around beds. I'm looking forward to dreaming. Seizures and flower displays. Am I dead, or... "WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?!?!" I've lost and found more rituals from the future To put heaven in a tourniquet. I'm a stranger here myself, Powerless to what has been - what we have done. Get the fuck away from me. A love life in quarantine, Or it could just be winter again.
3.
Nose bleeds in the kitchen sink, I’m out here lost in the unison of white. This is. This is. This is. This is a beautiful moment For me. For me. For me. Spit the clot. Here I am spread open for you. Make. Make me sick. Make me useless. Just parasites awaiting stimulus. It doesn't exist, but sure enough, it always happens. Shackled to your throat, Blinding and timeless, I'm just a carcass, Until we collide again. It's one hundred years per hour here, Bitten by a ghost drenched in whatever's black. Loosen up your Bible belt; we're taking this one underground. I still love the way your violence tasted.
4.
I hate feeling. I hate breathing. I hate knowing. I hate living Like this, because I know that this is pointless. A bittersweet release, heredity polluting me. DISASTER! A Hollywood bloodline Hacking phlegm from the heart. A Hollywood bloodline Hacking phlegm from the heart. Paid in toxins. Paid in toxins. Drifting, drifting, but not asleep, oh no. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm just not me anymore. I'm not me anymore. I'm not me anymore. No cure for forever. A king of dirt and rust. A primitive response to illogical thoughts. WHOAH! Yeah! Half the distance bleeds twice as long. WHOAH! Yeah! Carnal impulses withdrawn. We are all Products of Products of expired Products of expired products. A Hollywood bloodline Hacking phlegm from the heart. A Hollywood bloodline Hacking phlegm from the heart. There's no nurture without nature. Every day I sit and wonder, "When will this grime coated helix Structure erode?" This is a not a thing we come back from. My code ends here. Burnt by the sun. Locked outside the gates. Take from me my blood. Erase all that I was.
5.
They only love you when your life’s on the line But when you’re gone it was a matter of time Well fuck me for trying I’m fucking useless for buying Into a hope you’d try to keep me alive I’m always reaching out But no one’s reaching in I always bleed for sympathy But to you it never broke the skin I always beg for forgiveness For things i didn’t fucking do Well you never made time for me Why should i lose sleep over you You’ve got better things to do You have to push me aside Cause i’m a chore for you I'm too much to even try I guess i deserve it I can’t ask forgiveness I can’t ask for shit I ask for a connection I get isolation All i want is someone to fucking talk to No one cares if i’m fine They only care when they feel guilty They only care when they’re already out of time Everytime i try to do something with my life that i want to do you throw it back in my face because it doesn’t mean shit to you If you don’t give a fuck about my life then stay out of it stay the fuck out of it You greedy motherfucker Every Time you need help it’s beck and fucking call But when i need it it’s my head against the wall
6.
Desire fades to yesteryear when the master whispers into my ear A crown of thorns, my mind to spear, the blood pouring out dripping down like tears I’m filling up on resentment running over with what you tempted Spit mud between broken teeth Another chip on my shoulder like a vessel at your feet Words of reason drone into the distance Burning venom biting straight into my veins My helping hands stay numb and broken Nothing was made before you but eternal things And I suffer eternally Let me pass between lepers Serpent infect me with poison Let the fire pour down your throat and drain The only good parts of you left In that hollow fucking body Self sadistic servant to your own shaky morals Lose grip on the real world Judge those who take pity Another excuse for a lack of control You don’t like yourself with your demons exposed Taking everything was never enough Now you’re forced on your stomach swallowing the dust
7.
They always smile and wish you the best But when you go to shake hands they put a knife in your chest Parasyte to the host drained and left like the rest just like the rest But when you let go you wither act deprived and bereft Chain tied tight choking cutting my breath Can you live your life without leaching off of your guest My time my life is not your test It’s always my fault when things don’t go your way Dig me down further and further but please you don’t have to stay What more can i say? What do you want me to say? My voice pours over you shut me out just stay the fuck away Caustic carcinogenic Putting your life into something you change your mind and forget it Casuist casualty When your guns all point back you’ll blame this all on me No more trust I gave you enough No more disguise Maybe humans are the closest thing to demons alive Let me exist for myself You’re vicariously living my personal hell Divest who i am Lament about your own life while mine slips through my hands Transgressor trespasser Encroacher backstabber Forcing yourself through the cracks in the glass You make me wish every breath that i take is the last
8.
I can’t survive this I have nothing left No more Trials and Tribulations Arbitrate agony No more Dead end paths Stoic malice Another round in the chamber Phobic solace I’m the only one to blame here The right hand of god only pushes me deeper Left hand path swallow me and beleaguer And i swore that things would change But i can’t even promise myself without the pain I should have never Trusted Myself I Built this maze a round my Cell Torture All Radiate Anguish Til i’m gone Torment suffer Sorrow Til i’m gone Persecution Oppression Self made Til i’m gone Last martyrdom Deadalus Asterion

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released October 31, 2017

All songs written and performed by The Color Nothing

© The Color Nothing 2017

Guest vocals by:

Cody Canning of Depreciator (Permadeath/Welcomed Ends, Rosea Mare, Siamese Jesus)
Billy Applegate of Parch (Geometric Dilemma, Rosea Mare)
Dan Smith of The Greatest Virtue (Permadeath/ Welcomed Ends, Geometric Dilemma, Rosea Mare)
Bill Smith of The Greatest Virtue (Permadeath/Welcomed Ends, Rosea Mare)

All songs produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by Jesse Cannon and Mike Oettinger at Cannon Found Soundation in Union City, NJ – cannonfoundsoundation.com

Artwork by Widy Adnaya (DekWeed) – dekweed.blogspot.com

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The Color Nothing Barnegat Township, New Jersey

The Color Nothing is a Jersey shore based experimental band that delicately treads the grey area between ferocity, complexity, beauty, and chaos.

Download the new split, NULL/VOID, produced by Jesse Cannon (Dillinger Escape Plan, The Cure, Senses Fail), available for download at thecolornothing.com
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